I keep looking at old minecraft videos with old firends and holy shit...
...was I a mean motherfucker. XD Blowing up poep,les bases and stuff with friends.
I miss that a lot.
Yeah I've had a rough time lately and I;ve been so silent to people for a long time.
I don't know if I should fix that or if it's better this way.
I really don't klnow. I'm not sure what I'm doing. I just lack the energy to attempt making friends with the people who probably think so bad of me now. I've really changed sincwe a few years ago. I don't just attack people. I don't do that shit. I'm mellowed out a bit. But I am nostalgic for the way things used to be, with a few exceptions.
I just miss some of my olds friends who will probably never be my friend like we used to be. I ruined friendships within a year that took years and years to build. I ruined a lot of thinsg. That's what I'm good at, right? Destroying things. So much for building things better, huh. Look maybe I just had a few too many jager bombs.
I wouldn't want to go back to exactly how things used to be, but I wish I still had my old friends. Even if we used to put eachother in difficult places, I'm not innocent either. Far from it. But hey, I think I've become a better person over time. Hopefully. I hate to think I've gone this far without some kind of progress. I hate to think I'm just digging a hole here. I can't be.